When He Is Not Listening

I never believed the term "being in love is the most joyous feeling a human could feel." It was just weird to think that you could actually feel your pulse quicken, to feel like you were having trouble breathing, or hear your own heartbeat drummed in your ears when your loved one was around. It had always been me, myself, and I all the time. I'm not saying that I'm asexual, for I did have a little crushes here and there. But the word love itself had been spoken so many times that it had lost its meaning to me.

High School Spelling Bee Contest 2013 & 2014

I'd never thought the day where I would write in the middle of a try-out doing class would ever actually happen. But this is, now. While everybody's heads got twisted by the difficulty of the chemistry NE tryout, here I was, writing my heart out on you. 

So okay, first of all, sorry for not writing in such a long time. You wouldn’t wanna know how much it sucks to be a twelve grader. I cannot even watch TV in peace! I cannot even finish this book I'm currently reading (A Walk To Remember)  without being haunted by the "trigonometry" or the "integrals"! No rushing home at three to have some little naps.