It sucks to love someone at the wrong time of your life. Maybe it's too soon, maybe it's too late... And it pains you to be around the one you love without being able to tell them exactly how you feel, it pains you to hold your tongue from saying the word love because you never want to ruin anything, or simpler;you just don't want to scare them off. You don't want to break anything but at the same time without you realize it, you're breaking your own heart. And even though you've told yourself to fuck off and stop waiting, there's part of you that will always be waiting, as you have waited for years...